words are pain enough

hye mr.canvas..long time no see..well..im here again..i might be too busy for this couple weeks. Assignmntnya..presentationnya..testnya..itu la ini lah..duniawi sume tu ! (eh, knapa ni ?? over kn) so oleh krn itu bru ari ni rsa nak update..6/3 nnti will be end of our presentation and ! killer presentation..sila persiapkn diri ke tali gantung..lpas tu 14/3 dh start final..relax je kn taip final..x tau tu last final..nak trcabut suma organ yg ade..last paper will be on 29/3..lpas tu insyaallah..tamat diploma :) doa la bebnyk supaya result ok..

nak mnyeru blek semangat yg hilang ni..yes, i lost it since that day.. this feeling showed up in me again..which is not good..which is im not comfortable with it..and i simply don't like it ! tau x rsa yg..nak baring je..rsa yg mcm x nak buat pape..rsa yg 'just leave me alone'..rsa yg useless..rsa yg merepek ni lah !

rsa ini ditambah dgn sakit hati bila "ni nak cari gduh ke ni ?" kata2 ni yg kluar..jujur..x pnah dngar awk ckp cm ni..this is 1st..and the last..haa..sentap..sentap la tu..yes i am..mungkin jgk sya yg cpat terasa ke ? might be..tp x per laa...abaikn..its actually..hearing harsh words from the one you love is so heartbreaking.

msti rsa annoying kn bila mungkin bnda remeh cm tu make u feel..trasa ke ?? laa...itu pun nak trasa..but dun forget..words are sharper than knife..again..i endure it..harus sdar dimana kedudukan itu..dan siapa diri itu..jd saya berundur diri..(kau undur ke kau ke depan ke..kisah ke ??) tau la x kisah..alryte..whatever it is..since im done trying, if you want me in you life, let me know.

today u re leaving..towards ur happiness..which is good for you..u re back for your loved ones..i can see ur smile..and for me..its a last one..no more after this..i saw u go..thank u for the memories..pain..tears..smile..laugh..anger..love..all of that..u re still and always be my one and only.

you always know im here for you..no matter what..no matter how..no matter when..no matter with who u are..i always be there..but..

don't take someone for granted just because you know everytime you push them away, they'd always come runningback for you...because one day..they won't !