sbenanya..i just get back from meetings..yes its 135am in the morning..and yet im updating you mr.canvas..bcoz..hmm...ntah laa..all of sudden..me..myself feeling like..the replacement !
why ?? some sort of issue make me feel this way..again..i know..and i should barely realize that who i am..where am i standing..and when am i needed..i know i keep saying these words..i keep repeating the same thing..because..yes ! this is what i always feel ! ! its a fact ! no one could ever change it ! i am damn fucking frustrated with myself ! yes i do ! because YOU is always here in my heart..because YOU is always here in my breath..because YOU are part of my life..its always YOU..
people tends to ask me "knapa kau still syg dia??dia slalu sakitkn kau kot" , "knapa kau still bleh buat dia ketawa bila dia slalu buat kau nngis??" ok now..help me find the answer..i am just don't know how to answer the questions..im blank ! so the question and answer just blew me away with nothing..i am just nothing to pushed all this things away..i am just nothing to stop loving you..i am just an ordinary person with a feeling of loving you from far..
i do realize also..no one wrong in this situation..we could never stop the feeling of towards people..so what can i just do?? nothing much..let you be happy..and me..back off..it shoudnt be me in your life..because in your life..it enough to have her..your world is her..your smile is her..your laugh is her..your tears is her..its only her..i give THIS road for both of u..with my tears and smile..enjoy it :')
i know this is just not right..but i am just the plain person to feel this way..time will heal it..again be strong ! even im tired to be strong..that is the only way to persuade my heart..even it not..why..because...
this is what im doing for all this while..face it till you make it ! !
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