a step down

when you meet me you already with someone else,
i feel second,
and i said,
"it's okay. i understand"

when i badly miss you,
i can't tell you,
you are not there, and i said
"it's okay, i understand"
i told the stars that i missed you.
did the stars told you that ?

when i need a shoulder to cry on,
i'm searching for you to rely,
but you are not there, and i said
"it's okay, i understand"
so i cried all night long,
alone.

when you make promises,
the world only fills with happiness,
i couldn't stop smiling,
i keep a big dream..

and another day,

when you just..
break those promises..
numb.
i couldn't think wise,
but, i said
"it's okay, i understand"

when you get too busy with your new life,
i sulked,
and you asked me to understand you,
i tell you..
"it's okay, i understand"

every time we fight,
i couldn't speak,
you win. always.
without thinking how i feel.
and i said "it's okay, i understand"
and we good again.

from far...
i see how much you smiled,
how much you in loved,
how happy you are,
i didn't realize..
tears accompany me
i said "it's okay, i'm happy for you"

when i'm mad,
you're dancing happily outside,
with the loved,
it obviously showed,
how it will be,
i smiled and say
"it's okay, i understand"

and i hope you'll understand why i choose to leave.