only now

rumah manis rumah ! im home..about few days ago..hello mr.canvas :) nice to updating you on my own bed..*pheww..heaven* dgn beradanya saya dirumah..brmakna tamat lah sudah full time student of information management in uitm merbok,kedah..this bring me a lot of memories..kalo nak cite mmg bleh buat subject  "diploma memories"..because we go through a lot..means lot lot lot lot lot of memories together !

its been already 3 years i've been a diploma student..dulu sblm jejak kaki kat uitm tu..menangis cm hape je..nasib baik x buta *cita p. ramlee sgt* but now..and only now i realize "ilovemerbok" terpaksa ckp je ni..huhu..after this no more classes at DS..kalo class kat DS msti tnya "DS yg mna 1 ea??". no more "brgurau senda" dgn classmate yg gila2..x de lagi msuk class lmbat " errmm, sorry miss..late..overslept "..no more asking to my classmate " weh. korg dh buat assignmnt ??.. " aku x study lg test ni..tawakal je la nmpknya" no more all that..no more rsa yg ya allah mlasnya nak bukak mata class pkul 8 sbb tdo pkul 4 pagi..x de lg stay up sbb buat assignmnt dlm bilik..which is bilik x rupa bilik..brsepah ya amat..sarang tikus cute lg..

i have classmates that are awesome ! fantabulous ! superwacko !

meet them "we are chaostic people" !

oohhh..already miss all of them ! dangg~~ of course will be missing the gossip girls lah kn..they are crazyyy ! !

mereka hotzz kn ?? tau.. mereka tau bkn saya..hukhuk

nak brgossip layak sgt ajak dorg ni..cnfirm meletopss..

curlass kau jemahhh..

bkal merindu mamat ini juga..nama dia mohd amirul kasyful nur. we called him "abang" becauce he acts like

our own brother..uuu..rindu abg..slalu study sesama ngn dia bila nak exam..walaupun setadi dlm fone..msj je

setadi..kau mampu ?? IT sgt kn..dia sgt baikk..nmpk muka dr tepi pun tau baik kn..dia juga hensem !

ahaha..dh part 6 bru tau abg hensem..tu pun msa last2 paper..rindu nak dngr abg buat lawak "bijak"

dia tu..rindu nak tgok dia pnya presentation yg wow ! ! he is a good speaker and presenter everybody..

last day kuar ngn abg..we had so much fun ! i cried bcoz of your touched msg ! sob..sob..sob..

alang ! ! our class rep :) kdg2 dia ni mnyakitkn hati gila..ckp ikut suka dia je..lempang kamu alang..tau laa..

bnyk kali sentap ngn alang..but he's still there to spread out the information regarding class..test..notes..

ape2 psal class suma tnya dia..lg2 bila not sure class proceed ke x..suka bila dpt msj dr dia yg brbunyi " ari ni class cancel tau..tlg bgtau yg lain..tq "..melompat cecah siling dlm blik..suka !class cncel is a bless for us..sbb bleh smbung tdo..huhu..pntang ade msa tdo..ZZzzzz..he is petite guys..yg ktorg slalu ckp 'alang pkai pampers '..he cant say R words with correct pronounciation..ahaha..mula2 knal mmg x brani glak..bila dh lama..x larat nak gelak dh..dia mkn x pnah minum air lain..msti dan wajib..air kosong..mnjaga kesihatan ke kesempitan wang ?? oppss..hehe..but..that is muhammad fakhri..our beloved person in class :)

and......a lot more to share about them..so kalo nak share mmg hangus trbakar jari nak taip..terkluar biji mata..sesungguhnya.sahabat..daku sgt merindui kalian..(ade mcm lirik lgu jerat percintaan x ?) 

seriusly..i miss them so much..having them..in merbok..is cool..they light up my world..they are only family in kedah..thank u so much guys ! u re superduper great ! kalo ade rezeki kita jumpa lg ea..love u all..mmuuuaahh..

only now i felt the family in us..

only now i felt having "abang" in my life..and we stop right here..

only now i felt annoying because missing them too much..altough we always fight..

we still smile and joking around each other..

only now i felt the loneliness losing them..

only now i do realise i miss and love you all this much :)